December Days | Doing mom friend things and talking to myself

Painting and other personal things in this December update. Thank you again to the nearly 100 subscribers who are supporting me in this creative journey into motherhood!

November Days | Pregnancy lows and highs, king tides, and date nights

My November pregnancy update was delayed due to me showing up to my OB appointment a week late, but in the meantime, let's hangout for the weekend and check the king tides in Santa Barbara!

Organizing my Emotional and Material Junk

Showing up for myself this week by organizing my emotional and material junk. Let me know if you liked the Crafts and Answers segment, it was really nice to paint with you. I'll cheer up soon, thanks for watching!

Video Diary | Books, baking, baby showers and being real with myself

Between planning my baby shower and reflecting on my cousin’s funeral, this is such a weird time right now. Rest in peace Christian.

My playlist:

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1DsomtvFXUPrqZkHjUxrO6?si=6d0f3fe96bcc43af

My poem:

We love you as a friend as a cousin or a nephew but losing you hurts because we have all lost you as a brother and child

How do I make peace with a sadness so tough? But then I stop and think what would my cousin Christian have done

You would’ve brought out the goodness in us and you would’ve set our eyes on the light when we’re surrounded by the dark

I’m thankful to have known a spirit as good as yours taken from us too young but still with us forever just not in a physical form

October Days | Gender reveals and being halfway there

There’s no right or wrong way to reveal your baby’s gender as long as you don’t start a wildfire. I’ll likely reveal my baby’s gender in a future video, but first, I need to tell my mom.

September Days | Making a garden and a tiny human being

From exploring my roots, nurturing my baby’s development, and watering my spirit -- let’s hang out as I patiently wait all week to finally work on my garden!